Monday, April 27, 2009

Guilty conscience

Hmm I know I'll pass med school. I know I'll make a good doctor given time. But I dont feel confident enough to excel in my current exams. And if I dont, the one overwhelming feeling I would have is guilt towards my parents...then I'll hear my mummy say "Its alright you tried your best". Strange how this guilt far weighs any guilt I have towards my own inadequecies. Gotta get in my head that God controls everything that I'm merely riding a roller coaster. Arh.....Funny how though people all think I know my stuff....work!

2 comments:

  1. Dear Weiyong,

    Do not set imposible standard for yourself. Just set a high standard that you can achieve! Anyway, pray to God and then do what is neccesary to achieve this objective and continue to serve The Lord.

    Dad and Mum

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